by
Walter de la Mare
So these seven children, Ann and
Matilda, James, William and Henry, Harriet and Dorothea, came to live with
their grandmother. The house in which their grandmother had lived since her
childhood was built in the time of the Georges. It was not a pretty house, but
roomy, substantial, and square; and a great cedar tree outstretched its
branches almost to the windows.
When
the children were come out of the cab (five sitting inside and two beside the
driver), they were shown into their grandmother's presence. They stood in a
little black group before the old lady, seated in her bow-window. And she asked
them each their names, and repeated each name in her kind, quavering voice.
Then to one she gave a work-box, to William a jack-knife, to Dorothea a painted
ball; to each a present according to age. And she kissed all her grand-children
to the youngest.
'My
dears,' she said, 'I wish to see all of you bright and gay in my house. I am an
old woman, so that I cannot romp with you; but Ann must look to you, and Mrs.
Fenn too. And every morning and every evening you must all come in to see your
granny; and bring me smiling faces, that call back to my mind my own son Harry.
But all the rest of the day, when school is done, you shall do just as you
please, my dears. And there is only one thing, just one, I would have you
remember. In the large spare bedroom that looks out on the slate roof there
stands in the corner an old oak chest; aye, older than I, my dears, a great
deal older; older than my grandmother. Play anywhere else in the house, but not
there.' She spoke kindly to them all, smiling at them; but she was very old,
and her eyes seemed to see nothing of this world.
And
the seven children, though at first they were gloomy and strange, soon began to
be happy and at home in the great house. There was much to interest and to
amuse them there; all was new to them. Twice every day, morning and evening,
they came in to see their grandmother, who every day seemed more feeble; and
she spoke pleasantly to them of her mother, and her childhood, but never
forgetting to visit her store of sugar-plums. And so the weeks passed by....
It
was evening twilight when Henry went upstairs from the nursery by himself to
look at the oak chest. He pressed his fingers into the carved fruit and flowers,
and spoke to the dark-smiling heads at the corners; and then, with a glance
over his shoulder, he opened the lid and looked in. But the chest concealed no
treasure, neither gold nor baubles, nor was there anything to alarm the eye.
The chest was empty, except that it was lined with silk of old-rose, seeming
darker in the dusk, and smelling sweet of pot-pourri. And while Henry was
looking in, he heard the softened laughter and the clinking of the cups
downstairs in the nursery; and out at the window he saw the day darkening.
These things brought strangely to his memory his mother who in her glimmering
white dress used to read to him in the dusk; and he climbed into the chest; and
the lid closed gently down over him.
When
the other six children were tired with their playing, they filed into their
grandmother's room for her good-night and her sugar-plums. She looked out
between the candles at them as if she were uncertain of something in her
thoughts. The next day Ann told her grandmother that Henry was not anywhere to
be found.
'Dearie
me, child. Then he must be gone away for a time,' said the old lady. She
paused. 'But remember, all of you, do not meddle with the oak chest.'
But
Matilda could not forget her brother Henry, finding no pleasure in playing without
him. So she would loiter in the house thinking where he might be. And she
carried her wooden doll in her bare arms, singing under her breath all she
could make up about it. And when one bright morning she peeped in on the chest,
so sweet-scented and secret it seemed that she took her doll with her into
it--just as Henry himself had done.
So
Ann, and James, and William, Harriet and Dorothea were left at home to play
together. 'Some day maybe they will come back to you, my dears,' said their
grandmother, 'or maybe you will go to them. Heed my warning as best you may.'
Now
Harriet and William were friends together, pretending to be sweethearts; while
James and Dorothea liked wild games of hunting, and fishing, and battles.
On
a silent afternoon in October, Harriet and William were talking softly
together, looking out over the slate roof at the green fields, and they heard
the squeak and frisking of a mouse behind them in the room. They went together
and searched for the small, dark hole from whence it had come out. But finding
no hole, they began to finger the carving of the chest, and to give names to
the dark-smiling heads, just as Henry had done. 'I know! let's
pretend you are Sleeping Beauty, Harriet,' said William, 'and I'll be the
Prince that squeezes through the thorns and comes in.' Harriet looked gently
and strangely at her brother but she got into the box and lay down, pretending
to be fast asleep, and on tiptoe William leaned over, and seeing how big was
the chest, he stepped in to kiss the Sleeping Beauty and to wake her from her
quiet sleep. Slowly the carved lid turned on its noiseless hinges. And only the
clatter of James and Dorothea came in sometimes to recall Ann from her book.
But
their old grandmother was very feeble, and her sight dim, and her hearing
extremely difficult.
Snow
was falling through the still air upon the roof; and Dorothea was a fish in the
oak chest, and James stood over the hole in the ice, brandishing a
walking-stick for a harpoon, pretending to be an Esquimau. Dorothea's face was
red, and her wild eyes sparkled through her tousled hair. And James had a
crooked scratch upon his cheek. 'You must struggle, Dorothea, and then I shall
swim back and drag you out. Be quick now!' He shouted with laughter as he was
drawn into the open chest. And the lid closed softly and gently down as before.
Ann,
left to herself, was too old to care overmuch for sugar-plums, but she would go
solitary to bid her grandmother good-night; and the old lady looked wistfully
at her over her spectacles. 'Well, my dear,' she said with trembling head; and
she squeezed Ann's fingers between her own knuckled finger and thumb. 'What
lonely old people, we two are, to be sure!' Ann kissed her grandmother's soft,
loose cheek. She left the old lady sitting in her easy chair, her hands upon
her knees, and her head turned sidelong towards her.
When
Ann was gone to bed she used to sit reading her book by candlelight. She drew
up her knees under the sheets, resting her book upon them. Her story was about
fairies and gnomes, and the gently-flowing moonlight of the narrative seemed to
illumine the white pages, and she could hear in fancy fairy voices, so silent
was the great many-roomed house, and so mellifluent were the words of the
story. Presently she put out her candle, and, with a confused babel of voices
close to her ear, and faint swift pictures before her eyes, she fell asleep.
And
in the dead of night she rose out of her bed in dream, and with eyes wide open
yet seeing nothing of reality, moved silently through the vacant house. Past
the room where her grandmother was snoring in brief, heavy slumber, she stepped
lightly and surely, and down the wide staircase. And Vega the far-shining stood
over against the window above the slate roof. Ann walked into the strange room
beneath as if she were being guided by the hand towards the oak chest. There,
just as if she were dreaming it was her bed, she laid herself down in the old
rose silk, in the fragrant place. But it was so dark in the room that the
movement of the lid was indistinguishable.
Through
the long day, the grandmother sat in her bow-window. Her lips were pursed, and
she looked with dim, inquisitive scrutiny upon the street where people passed
to and fro, and vehicles rolled by. At evening she climbed the stair and stood
in the doorway of the large spare bedroom. The ascent had shortened her breath.
Her magnifying spectacles rested upon her nose. Leaning her hand on the
doorpost she peered in towards the glimmering square of window in the quiet
gloom. But she could not see far, because her sight was dim and the light of
day feeble. Nor could she detect the faint fragrance as of autumnal leaves. But
in her mind was a tangled skein of memories--laughter and tears, and children
long ago become old-fashioned, and the advent of friends, and last farewells.
And gossiping fitfully, inarticulately, with herself, the old lady went down
again to her window-seat.
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